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| 今天神透過一個非基督徒鼓勵了我...我的經理.這由我的一句而起...."why am I care others' stuff more than they do???!!!!!"經理在我的 Facebook 留言, 說: You care everything like how God care you.
神親自的鼓勵, 我以收到了. 神能使一個非基督徒說出這樣的話, 那神必定能改變我....那頑固又差勁的思想與性格!! 
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| 1- Over.
Finally...finals are over....~.~ exhausted...
~.~...after the exam...on the way to go home...I saw the balloons for Tracy's graduation are trapped in the tree branches....~.~ I saw the one we bought too~~...(Chloe, Winki, Toto) ha ha ha...it must be too windy yesterday....
2- Some reflections about my life...
I found that I used to forced some ideas on people...which is not very good... for example, some new immigrants came here... I told them that it is so important to learn English here....~.~ however, I seems didn't understand much...there are difficulties in their lives and actually, they really need money for living and sometimes can't go to school...
Beside that, I told people not to do that because of (xxx)...although my "advice" didn't change his/her mind...I found that my opinions are too personal, too straight forward and too narrow minded. Very often, I am too selfish in someways.
What I really need to learn is to accept new concepts...to see things from different angles and to learn from lessons.
3- Major
I may have made the wrong decision on choosing major(s)...~.~
It is confusing to study 2 majors sometimes...~.~ The 2 majors I am going to study don't really have overlapping courses... Confused.
Professor Jones said I can't make up my mind, and it is not good.
4- The trip
Trip to HK...almost begin.
When I bought the ticket...I only want a vacation and forgot about the retreat...~.~
It is a little bit...weird. I don't know how to tell...~.~ Sometimes it is confusing in the fellowship. I don't really know what I was doing. In this semester, I only remember every Friday I was asked whether I drove my car...~.~ and every time I have the same answer. It is very interesting... in some way that...people forget things very easily.
I totally feel that each week is a new week and people come and go...
One of my goals in the HK trip is to clear my mind and find my goals.
5- 成語: 厚此薄彼
I didn't understand these words when I was young (as a teenager)...but I think I am more mature now...or have exposed to more things...
I finally understand it.
Notes: Wendy, I am really really proud of you...!!! Add oil!!! I am supporting you, always!!! See you in a bit :D I have lots to share with you...
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| P. T. c a m e b a c k..................................!!!
Winki came to Sunday service today. It is good to see her coming back.
After the Sunday school, the brothers and sisters from CSF went to Golden Chopstick for lunch. All PT members are here. It has been a long time that we didn't come together... ~.~...
I feel "secure" when they are here... ~.~ I think it is because they gave me the happiest moments in my church life here. There is no hatefulness in this group. We were here to support each other and to serve God.
Toto might leave SF very soon...~.~ It is bad to have a good brother to leave us. Thank God for giving the talent to play drum. His drum playing is very touching... I can feel that he really express his feeling to praise God. Everything has a plan under God's will and control. Wish him all the best...
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| ~.~ Feeling so down today. ~.~ I hated it. I have tried but failed. Again.
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| Recovering...
In the recovering process.
It is hard to be a Christian because when difficulties occur, it seems like it is no where to go. There is only one path. To trust God, trust his guidance. The more I depend on my strength, the worse the feelings. I did a bad job in trusting God. I forgot Him; and I forgot his promises and grace. Now I am trying to go back to God. I know that I am recovering. I will be fine again.
Joseph said to his brothers after his father's death, "You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives" (Gen 50; 20) God has his plan although the path is difficult to walk.
I realized I am not a good Christian; I wasted the years my teachers' effort, but I try to be better... ... from now on.
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